Introduction:
To say that most of us are locked in our own fantasy worlds, is to me, an understatement! The middle class is lost in a political masquerade, no fault of their own; they see WordPress as their own personal amusement park, and judge anything that isn’t ‘infotainment’ as a personal affront on their ‘enjoyment factor’, and shun such posts.
Unfortunately, the poor sometimes experience somewhat tragic events; live more in a world surrounded by rat finks and cut throats, and are usually arrested and charged with: ‘attempting to have a good time’! In fact, the poor see the entire world as no more than a large cage to contain hominid, animal behavior; no more than a flicker in the anus of time!
Sorry I can no longer subscribe to the laughs and chuckles you’ve so come to enjoy, but, we no longer live in a world where freedom of speech is allowed! Freedom of expression can contain things that can be widely misinterpreted. So don’t blame me! Blame the rat finks of this world, because this world is full of them; disguised as friends, mates, associates, Doctors, Screaming Me Me’s, The Government… You name it, they’re all spying on us over The Internet now!
Sad but True
Since people here are encouraged to avoid all the tragedy, I begin to see blogging as a lot of phony baloney, like performance attitude and temperament! LOL! Correct me if I’m wrong, but I believe people are entitled to a few laughs too! I’m just at a time in my life where I can’t find a damn thing to joke about right now! Feeling so sad again! Never wanted to! What am I to do? Can’t help it!
I’m the type of person that’s not well understood in real life, let alone here! I have a lot of tolerance, patience and understanding. People know this about me, and generally take advantage of that. The way I see it, if I wasn’t as tolerant and helpful as I am, I wouldn’t know anyone at all; so I’m grateful for all the low life and scum that surrounds me now! A special ‘thanks a lot!’ to creeps everywhere! How can I tell you that I can’t stop thinking of people as pests that need to be exterminated? People’s evil side seems to seperate me from everyone now. Not that I’m a goody-toe-shoes! If we’re ever to undertand this awful, crippling disease, the effects of depression must be brought out in the open!
Look! I can’t guarantee I won’t be a Jackass either. It’s my job! I also have a certificate of Ridiculousness from The University of Goofy Stuff, signed by an actual odd ball! Or if you prefer, I could just refuse to talk. I won’t say anything about speaking! I refuse to converse about conversation! No pontificating on chit-chat! I’m just stuck in a peculiar state of mind… I’ll explain, but it’s going to be hideous and gory!
In Contusion
For the last week my mind has seen fit to pester me with everything that ever went wrong in my life; in vivid detail, with stereophonic sound and a 60 inch screen! So I spent all week attempting to push these thoughts out of my mind! Finally, the black cloud that only follows me, lifted; with one tiny side effect. Now I forget whatever I think about, as soon as I think it… I’ve gone and taught my mind to vaporize everything! It’s like it left me with something that closely resembles ‘Old Timers Disease!’ Or: ‘Don’t tell me cuz I don’t wanna know syndrome’.
And all of this mess in my mind, could have stemmed from something as minor as taking care of my cat! I just don’t know… I tried licking my Bible for luck… That didn’t work! So I sucked on a rabbit’s foot! Useless! I just have to reside myself to the fact that as I age, I’m going to be wearing my moody boots more often… And that’s sad, because it means the effects of my depression are intensifying: ‘The sun will come out, tomorrow!’
Maybe the crappy weather has been getting me down? Anyway, I apologize for being away so long! EAT ME!! I’m sure you must’ve been wondering; I’m OK… Just a slight, spastic, body twitch… It will go away when I do. I’m a grumpy, old, curmudgeon now; set in my ways, struck deaf and dumb to all that goes on around me. Perhaps that’s a God-send…
